... Soul-searching returns. I have gone to a place called the "soul center" two mornings in a row. It has been an influencing factor on my decision making. Re-connecting with myself- my true nature. Or so it seems....
I do not think anyone has been reading this blog which provides a great sense of freedom as I write. I am contemplating returning to the U.S. which would bring a sense of relief to some and a big welcome home? I do not know this for sure. I know there are people wanting to see me. There is a place for me there. I could begin to work and save in order to enroll in a few programs/classes. I could evolve w/support...
...So what's wrong with doing that in Australia? The work/ pay is not for sure, the place is not for sure, the people/family are not there. Alone. Is there something I fear from being ALONE? I imagine a life where I am broke, in the big city of Sydney, no natural landscape to gravitate towards, no exercise/no wholistic sustenance for my body, no friends. Perhaps starting new like this is a challenge which is necesary for my evolution? How does one know?
I wish I could ask all of you, but I have to know in two days. My flight leaves Sunday to the U.S. Is returning home what I want/need?
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